Justin Bieber - Pray

Ooh ooh ooooh

Ooh ooh ooooh

Ooh ooh ooooh

And I pray

I just can't sleep tonight

Knowing that things ain't right

It's in the papers

It's on the t.v.

It's everywhere that I go

Children are cryin'

Soldiers are dyin'

Some people don't have a home

But I know there's sunshine beyond that rain

I know there's good times beyond that pain, hey

Can you tell me how I can make a change?

I close my eyes and I can see a better day

I close my eyes and pray

I close my eyes and I can see a better day

I close my eyes and pray

I lose my appetite

Knowing kids starve tonight

Am I a sinner, cause like like my dinner

Still there on my plate

Ooh, I got a vision to make a difference

And it's starting today

'Cause I know there's sunshine beyond that rain

I know there's good times beyond that pain, hey

Heaven, tell me how I can make a change?

I close my eyes and I can see a better day

I close my eyes and pray

I close my eyes and I can see a better day

I close my eyes and...

I pray for the brokenhearted

I pray for the life not started

I pray for all the ones not breathing

I pray for all the souls in need I pray

...

Can u give 'em one today?

I just can't sleep tonight...

Can someone tell me how to make a change?

I close my eyes and I can see a better day

I close my eyes and pray

I close my eyes and I can see a better day

I close my eyes and...

I PRAY

I PRAY

I PRAY...

I close my eyes and pray...

down, down, down...

with a flu and it never seems to go away... right after CNY i was struck-ed by really really bad sore throat till i had no voice, and i was on whispering mode for almost 2 weeks. imagine no shouting at home for 2 weeks, heaven for the hubs & lil missy. hehehe... hubs even joked to lil missy "see mummy, no voice, kenot shout ah"... mangkok fella

then right after i have back my beautiful voice (ahem!), then the cough came. wahpiangwei! i did not have good sleep night after night cus i was practically coughing till wee hours in the morning. i slept in the 2nd room, away from hubs & lil missy worried they might caught the damn bug. then the cough got better... come pulak the flu. dammmmmmmit!

now my face has red patches below my nose, cus i was making "wanton" every now & then. i look awful, i look like shit. sigh... dear God, please make me well again, i really can't take it anymore. 3 weeks is enough to test my body. please please please go away stopid flu, on another note, i hope i lose weight though :)

V day is over...

i just realised i did not blog about Valentine's day, whooooaaaa, why arr... cus nothing fancy happen that day, that's why! jeeeeeez! hahaha... i sounded so pissed kan, cus as usual no flowers, no card, no chocolatey, no candy, no diamond rings, no greetings even... cus i married a cina ahpek! sheeeeeeesssh! and also cus lil missy caught the fever bug on Valentine's day, so we all end up resting at home, but she is all well now ;)

u ask me if i regret marrying this cina ahpek? i gotta admit, there are times when i do think twice about our marriage when we have our arguments, but then again no marriage is perfect, we all have our ups & downs, both party gotta work for the happiness and longevity of it, don't you think so? u don't get prince charming trotting down the park with a shiny armour on a black beauty what! that only happens in fairy tales! but then again, we do hear or read about real life fairy tales happening in our modern society sometimes, but still, those love birds gotta work it, for a happy ending ever after....

i was a bit upset though, and envied my office mates who received huge bouquet of flowers sent over to office by their beloved declaring their utmost love and attention to their wife / girlfriend. my boss told me, why sent to office? why not give their wife or gf face to face? i said errr... to make the girlfriend envied by others mah, for them to feel proud mah or there is no one at home to receive the flowers lah, the wife / girlfriend is at work! hehe... my boss just shook his head, he is the man who doesn't believe in spending ridiculous amount of money just on Valentine's day, he said if he wants to send his wife flowers, he could do it any other day wor...

as for me, im still upset. hahahahaha... so naive isn't it, so kiddo-like, grow up man! eeessssh! i miss the feelings of receiving flowers u know. the goosebumps all over your skin, the linger of cold sweat, the trembling hands, the crazy wide smile all over the face, the happy thots, the utterly crazy happy feeling... gosh, those where the days! when i was still single and available (ehem!) during my hotel working years, i used to get flowers sent to me, once by an anonymous guy, till today, i don't know how he even look like, we only spoke on the phone. then there was once i received 3 bouquet of flowers at the same day, which was on my birthday! those were the days-lah! gosh, lemme brag for awhile ok, then u can smack my head after that! hahahaha...

oh well, now i can only think back & smile silly to myself that once i was so appreciated with flowers. don't get me wrong, i do get appreciated now, by my hubby dearest, not in the flowery way though. throughout our courtship days, he sent me flowers only 3 times, the last was for a marriage proposal, 99 stalks of roses with 4 big sunflowers! gosh! now? he appreciate me more in the "domestic" way. hahahahaha... he is by far, the only guy i know, who can tolerate my nonsense, my stubborn cow-like mind, my super laser mouth, my whatever nonsense-lah!

i remembered when i was preggers with lil missy, he was the one who clean the house, sweep & mop the floor everyday, cus he knows im a clean freak. im sure many other hubbies do that as well, hehe! and he does everything that i asked of him to do, is that love ar? or is that just a gesture to stop the nagging wife? hahahahahaha... gotta give him credit-lah... that is love isn't it, if he doesn't love me, he would not bothered to do it kan? oh well, dunno what's wrong with me to come up with this post, probably im currently high on my flu meds, a bit blurry, highly, and extremely sleepy! monday blues... im singing the blues... tired la, from our trip yesterday to the highland which will be entirely on another post! gotta go sleep and hug my hubs now, hehe!

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Wabbit CNY @ 2011

this year, we had quite a normal CNY celebration, don't know why, probably im getting older, and lazier, so it was just an OK-lah CNY... but of course with food, food and more food, it never stops! for the kids, it was of course awesome, with the all the ang pao, junk food, fizzy drinks and fire crackers, shiok ler!

see the last pic, hubs' reaction when i told him, after
cleaning the door, there is grills waiting.
see the face! gosh, priceless! hahahahahahaha!

as for our reunion lunch at my parents' home,
mom cooked up some super duper yummy-licious
food, especially her killer sambal prawns *drool*

we were playing fire crackers almost every nite,
lou sang every nite, eat and eat only...

my best buddy, ms sotong & hubby came back from leeds,
for their annual cny holidays at home sweet home
and we got to spend some quality time together... *miss her*

overall, it was overall a good CNY celebrated
with family and friends :)

Hope you guys had a good CNY celebration as well!

happy birthday daddy!

it was hubs' birthday, days before cny came along, so what hubs didn't expect happened and he is loving it! i have it all planned out already a week before his birthday, nothing fancy, just a small gathering for hubs' birthday. first of all, i bbm his buddy, uncle Robert to check out the cake for me, and we already have the place in mind to celebrate this happy occasion. a lil cafe by kota laksamana in malacca, which really have a cold cafe concept on it's 1st floor of the shops, cosy and nice. they serve what any other kopitiam serves but the plus point it, they have a fabulous hang out place :)

on the day itself when we reached malacca, i told hubs that i wanna buy him a nice dinner, just the 3 of us, me, hubs & lil missy, and he agreed without suspecting anything. the whole nite i was already busy bbm-ing uncle Robert about this & that. we reached the cafe, the whole of 1st floor was empty cus it was kinda still early for the yamcha crowds to arrive. so there were only 3 of us, and we carry on ordering food as per normal

then my youngest bro in law appeared at scene with hubs' twin brother! i panic a bit, as hubs was asking how come they came also, i said "oh i told titi to bring ur twin bro over, his birthday also mah"... yikes! so 5 of us, sitting down, chit a chat, enjoying our dinner and suddenly, the whole gang showed up, eventually u can see hubs already grinning till kenot see his eyes, like ah pek only. soon it was all laughter, chit chatting all the way. we had a lovely cake too :)

the night before we surprised him in KL too, with our close frens & ms sotong who just came back from Leeds, over a green tea-red bean cake, it was nice, a bit tad sweet though, but as long as the birthday boy is happy, is all worth it!

Happy birthday dahling-ah, may you have
a great "wabbit" year and be healthy always!